Screaming Bean |
Monday, November 13, 2006
A friend of mine at work told me the news Friday. NY puts their Bar lists up on Tuesday at 9:00 a.m. I would have been happier not knowing, but what was done was done. I've been through this before. I can't control my destiny, it was decided when I finished the exam in July. There are things in my life right now that make it so I really truly hope...deep in my heart, that this time I did pass. Time is running out for someone very near and dear to me who has been patiently waiting for me to become a lawyer. May would probably be too far away to wait. I'm probably more emotional about it this time. I have been able to sleep at night, but driving into work with my thoughts makes me nauseous to the point of nearly pulling over. So tomorrow, the posting will appear, and when I arrive at work, I'll sit quietly at my desk, my heart in my throat, tears streaming down my face and hope against hope that this time it worked. Hang tight people.
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