Screaming Bean |
Monday, October 30, 2006
With November a mere two days away, thoughts turn to the release of the Bar results. Having been through this before, the feelings really don't seem to change much. I find myself having small bouts of anxiety, which alternate with myself talking through what happens if I don't pass this time. This all adds up to me feeling generally queasy all the time. I so don't want to go through this again. I can't handle this. And with Thanksgiving looming as well, I don't want to have to explain why I'm an idiot...again. I think I need a cup of tea now to settle my stomach.
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