Screaming Bean |
Monday, July 10, 2006
Knee deep in the madness. My stomach hurts. People at work try to get me psyched up to do this again, but I'm not so sure it's working. I keep having flashes of signing on the website and finding I didn't pass. Positive thoughts just seem so far-fetched. I'm taking a three-day essay intensive course next week, but that seems like the least of my worries. I think I'm covering more material this time, but who's to say? It's impacting my sleep and my spouse. I toss and turn all night, every night. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. Well maybe I would, but they'd have to be a really rotten human being. Off to find some Maalox.
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