Screaming Bean |
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
I haven't gone anywhere in the last two days. Heck, except for getting the mail I haven't even left the house. Why? It's not that I didn't have a car...it's not that I was sick...it wasn't even the cold weather. It's just that I couldn't bring myself to leave. I don't think it's agoraphobia per se, but rather lack of ambition. Guess when you don't have any money, and you really have no true necessity to leave you can talk yourself into staying put. I've applied for a few more jobs, although not attorney positions (since I've no license, you see) but I never hear anything. Heck, even a part time position for typing hasn't panned out. It's all terribly depressing. So I stick with what I can do...namely keeping my woodstove good and hot. I've got plenty of wood and I'm not afraid to use it. Ahem.
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