Screaming Bean |
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
If you're going crazy, do you realize it? I feel like that little round blob on the Zoloft commercial, with the cloud hanging over its head. Last night at 1:30am, I woke up wide awake. I then spent the next three and a half hours trying to talk myself in going back to sleep. I watched the Food Network, an episode of Futurama, a strange anime show on Cartoon Network, did some reading, all without any success. I'm getting like this 4 weeks out from finals, I'm in deep trouble. Luckily I had an early morning class cancelled, so I'm only mildly zombie like. As much as I would love to graduate this year, in a way I'm glad I'm not because I feel so far removed from actually being a lawyer as humanly possible. If it were last year, I would chalk it up to the midweek freak out that seemed to happen on Wednesdays. I've heard people say that they're really getting the concept now as second year students. I feel like I'm going in reverse. Is it possible to get dumber in law school? It's either I actually get all this and it's boring me to tears, or it's so above my head that I'm not even grasping it in the most basic sense. Ah, I think I need a nap.
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